I'm finally letting myself peek just a bit through the blinds of my misery and allowing the luxury of just a little excitement.
Instead of just looking down with my shoulder to the wheel for the sake of sheer sanity, I sometimes look up. Not too much. But enough to want to shriek and let my fingertips flutter together as I bounce up and down on my toes (figuratively. . . oh, so figuratively).
All the joyful suspense and longing that has been building up during these months of physical and emotional confinement can't raise its hopeful head too often or I would never sleep. Never. My heart races and my fingers reach out and I would never be able to calm down. So, for now, I'm still just peeking with my eyes squinted at all of the gorgeous future moments.
This is the song that I indulge in during these slivers of hopeful anticipation.
Just go ahead and try not to cry. I cry streams every single time I hear it.
All the joyful suspense and longing that has been building up during these months of physical and emotional confinement can't raise its hopeful head too often or I would never sleep. Never. My heart races and my fingers reach out and I would never be able to calm down. So, for now, I'm still just peeking with my eyes squinted at all of the gorgeous future moments.
This is the song that I indulge in during these slivers of hopeful anticipation.
Just go ahead and try not to cry. I cry streams every single time I hear it.
4 comments:
Um... LOVE THAT VIDEO!!! (sniff! *sigh*) Hang in there--you're (still) in my prayers...
That was fun. I hope things go well for you, I am just a couple weeks behind you. I miss you.
You are a trooper. I hope the last month goes fast for you. I know even a month can seem like an eternity. Hang in there. I can't wait to see more of you. I would love to come over if I get bored in my empty house when everyone is in school. Really, I miss babies already. Count me in for help. Nicole always tells me funny things about Eve. She is soooo fun!
What a great song to keep spirits up! I am praying for you, and I hope things go well your last few weeks. You are right about those awesome Hafen genes, and very soon, you will be holding a new bundle of them. Thanks for sharing the inspirational video. It is good to see you are blogging. I look forward to some new baby photos in the future.
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